the first thing i did when i reach home was to go bathe and shut myself in the room to pray
just feel a sense of explosion if i dont pray.
and had dinner with merilyn.
shared alot of things with her.
so anyway that comes later.
obvously danapal wasnt in a good mood today.
because the first thing i heard when i reach the parade square was to hear danapal hollering away. and so deafening.
so mr winston chua was sharing about a story of a boy in the morning bites.
and
COURAGE IS NOT THE ABSENCE OF FEAR.
COURAGE IS THE OVERCOMING OF FEAR.

it hit me very hard. somehow.
then during silent reading
danapal suspended serene from councilor board for two days
coz she wore earrings that goes through 2 holes and fold her sleeves.
so everybody was loking at her
and apparently, danapal lost the tie that she yank from serene's collar
so she gotta pay for it + the councilor badge.
so much for suspending a councilor.
so maths. multiplying and application of simple rules to polynomials.
current favourite topic.
and it will be thrash under my feet when it comes to division
which i am so ugh with.
recess at 9 am.
all ran missing.
and so went in late for ckp's lesson by 10 mins.
and i am so concentrating on lesson
sadly he is already at the last topic.
i gotta study on my own.
i became so so concentrated in my studies until
i piss shen ching off.
coz the deadline poster wasnt hand in yet.
she wanted to do during lesson(ckp)
then i say no i want to listen
she glare at me and say anzoe ni(3) bian(4) le.
good what, change for the better.
and she got so angry with me.
the geog. due to the dysfunction projector.
we had to move from f401 to f403.
and i got so pek chek.
coz the lessons are boring me out
and i started to feel irritated and study
and less than 30 mins.
we had to shift back to f401
because 2e5 had to use the room.
so i was super tired le.
and then shen ching turn around.
and ask anzoe when you want to finish the poster.
i say find glue can le.
then she say you go find glue la.
i say later settle. coz during lesson
she say. i noe your english gd but my english not gd. dun make me fail okay
i got irritated and say find one glue can make you fail english.
you hold the stupid poster two days also nvr do anything
then everything want me do.
do finish the poster you say change everything coz i do not nice.
you so smart you do la.
you dun want do dun complain.
you dun want do still complain fine lah.
we all fail together.
and she shut up.
then during dnt. ashbollah go throughs the marking tools.
i was sleeping and listening at the same time
haha good talent huh.
so when he say write.
i finish and went to sleep.
chinese was erm.
we saw owen pick his nose.
and he obviously knows that he whole class is staring at him.
and he's put his finger like 15 mins.
milly say its bcoz take in cannot take out
and we started laughing
and cher ask why we laughing when she going through the oral stuff
we couldnt tell her we can onli continue laughing.
then the bowen composition thingy book.
mdm chan wrote about the poem i wrote last year =D
and jerome's and milly and huimin's poem all in.
then after school had to stay back for oral.
during lunch, cm walked past me with his badminton friend
and he knock my head.
and i went ow. and his friend suddenly turn back and say
he say he like you. then i was thinking what about :)
oral was in g303.
i was the sixth one right after sammie.
dunno why crystal so special go ms chan class =(
so anyway i told myself not to use english accent
and not to speak singlish when having conversation
end up i went err err err and almost say hi to the cher instea of lao(3) shi(1) wu(3) an(1)
thank God but i went 'then hor' many many times.
and i try to give opinion and stuff
the topic is : teenagers are getting spoilt by their parent.
i think i went 'err' millions of time.
and then this e1 guy was trying to ask em what the topic is.
so after oral. mrs lee was poaching ppl to her library.
i went with shen ching and hui min to do the synopsis
because they dunno how to do.
then i write, they say very long.
i had to speech shorten for them
coz shen ching went ' eee your handwriting so ugly'
i slam sammie's silver marker (sorry)
and say not happy you write lah.
and i anyhow say for her.
she will be the one person i will nvr do project with again.
so during the time when we waiting for our turn in oral
samson came up to me and tell me his problems
then i felt led by the holy spirit to say whatever the holy spirit wants me to say
and i was wowed because i speak like i nvr speak before.
and sammie was beside me and hui yu was behind me.
sammie: zoe's word very chim leh
hui yu: ya lor i dun understand what she talking
sammie: she nto like that de leh
hui yu: ya lor
sammie : she can be the official school councilor
hui yu: and samson will visit her everyday.
ryan came to teach us today
and dancers did 120 jumping jacks
which is a killer. and 100 crunches.
and we did the pada bure with the turning with parse?
meaning to releve and turn on one leg.
then have to do jumps for syf.
the forbidden city thingy will be on mon.
rushing down after bs
have to wear formal lols.
so after dance we limped or drag ourselves to hougang point for dinner
and we were sharing the encounters of being led by the holy spirit.
and then we came to a topic on samson.
and cellgroups. and recently what the holy spirit want us to do.
then i talk about my friends. and everything
i felt that i have grown alot.
more mature than last time
and merilyn said so too =)
she said i was no longer leaning on her too much.
and was slowly be independent.
just as merilyn is a leaning tower on me, i hope to be a leaning tower for ppl.
so we were talking about opening doors in our class
and the Lord says.
you must reach out to more souls.
and then i told merilyn.
I felt the burden to reach out to souls now.
and then still lots of things
reach home around 7+
went to bath and pray
then did my homework for once =)
shall start revising already
SAMMIE! I MISS MUGGING 6 HOURS STRAIGHT AT KFC.
sadly hp kfc is close
and they took away my bubble tea stall too =(

<3 ZOE. 10:22 PM